Okaaayy. Well, I hate to say this but my emotion now seems like to drown. :( I don't know why I feel such a feeling that eventually crept into my mind. *sighs* I realized today that even if I'm not part of the honor roll thingy (which I was way back in grade school), at least I have a goal that I always carry in hand. It's a kind of goal that I want to prove and show to everyone that I'm not dumb and somehow retarded, if that's the word. I can really sense that I don't possess that X-factor when it comes to academic standing even to extra-curricular activities. Sometimes, I can own that hopeless feeling when almost all things seemed to fall down to pieces. One of my distractions is that I'm worried enough on how to balance things in my studies perhaps and my leisure 'cause I want to open life into a normal yet memorable one. Honestly, I felt uneasy knowing the fact that I'm not part of that something but there's nothing I can do. Life can be so weird. Life teases me at times, too :( The one thing that I always bear in mind is that..sure, what's the use of that honor when in reality you don't really pass the real challenges. Truly, I believe that when you're not part of it in high school, in college you can really bring out the best in you because it's a stage where you're motivated enough to pursue things because you're entering the real world and the other way around. :) That's me. When I feel sadness, I always find ways that can make me see the possible outcomes in the near future. Well..I'm not gonna expect so much that I'll be successful of my goal but I'll try my best in doing so. So, I'm gonna mark my word as.."You'll be Sorry!" in this post. I hope and pray that God will always be at my side and will help to reach out my desires in life. :') *Tears*.
This is an inspiring song when your world seemed to crash :')
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