How music gives a big impact to me

Music..well, it's essential and meaningful to me. It  repudiates the afflictions and miseries that surrounds me. I don't know what's within that somehow heal my inner being. Even if it's not a material kind of thing, it plays a very tremendous role that creates a melodious part in ourselves. I wanna hug it...If only! My emotions really is changeable like the fact if I stumble down, my only rush aid is to listen to my fave songs and relate well in the lyrics. When I feel so gleeful, still I play many jump-for-joy songs. The bizarre thing is that when I have mix confused or uneasy feelings or not-my-day mood, Music is the first thing  that I want to rely and depend on. I mean, what really is it that gives so much impact to me. Ever since then I was a  kid, I am officially a music lover that never stops listening to the latest hits. Music runs to my veins..really. The only bitter thing is that I don't possess a golden voice that teams up to my music craze. Goossh! How sad to be one. (I wanna work this out).  Mostly, the songs I often listen to are the old mellow ones (Not so long ago) because songs today are often hip-hop,rnb and the like. I just wanna say that no thing can beat the so-called MUSIC! :) i Love U Music! *Giggles*

Gonna prove them wrong.

Okaaayy. Well, I hate to say this but my emotion now seems like to drown. :( I don't know why I feel such a feeling that eventually crept into my mind. *sighs* I realized today that even if I'm not part of the honor roll thingy (which I was way back in grade school), at least I have a goal that I always carry in hand. It's a kind of goal that I want to prove and show to everyone that I'm not dumb and somehow retarded, if that's the word. I can really sense that I don't possess that X-factor when it comes to academic standing even to extra-curricular activities. Sometimes, I can own that hopeless feeling when almost all things seemed to fall down to pieces. One of my distractions is that I'm worried enough on how to balance things in my studies perhaps and my leisure 'cause I want to open life into a normal yet memorable one. Honestly, I felt uneasy knowing the fact that I'm not part of that something but there's nothing I can do. Life can be so weird. Life teases me at times, too :( The one thing that I always bear in mind is that..sure, what's the use of that honor when in reality you don't really pass the real challenges. Truly, I believe that when you're not part of it in high school, in college you can really bring out the best in you because it's a stage where you're motivated enough to pursue things because you're entering the real world and the other way around. :) That's me. When I feel sadness, I always find ways that can make me see the possible outcomes in the near future. Well..I'm not gonna expect so much that I'll be successful of my goal but I'll try my best in doing so. So, I'm gonna mark my word as.."You'll be Sorry!" in this post. I hope and pray that God will always be at my side and will help to reach out my desires in life. :') *Tears*.

This is an inspiring song when your world seemed to crash :')

Last Friday Night :)

I looove Fridays! But last friday was such an extraordinary one for me. Weeeeeeeeeeeee.. It certainly was my ultimate first time ever! And my first was a huge blast too. Hahaha.Clubbing was soo fun. For real! It was like a jungle full of madness.People were like loosing their selves and getting into the beat. At first, I felt a bit edgy behind the doors but after a few, I was like, "Oh my Gaaad, I think I'm gonna like this." :)) It was so cool! That was the night that I definitely knew a lot of things. Regarding on how people behave,do stuff or whatever (Hey, I know what I'm doing). You can really relate it with the ones you see on tv. One thing was that the DJ's songs was like uuuggghh..except Angel by Shaggy. :) Above all, it was free! 'cause it's ladies' night. Wooohh!  For me, partying is normal for ordinary people like me to experience. It ain't that bad as long as you know your boundaries. At least you know what it feels like entering to a PARTY World! Yeeeaaahh..I hope I'll make a comeback. Hahahhahaah!! C'est la Vie! *insert last friday night song here* :))